Stonewalls and Streams

Harrison Idol

It had been more than a year since I last caught trout on the fly. Graduating from college, commissioning into the Army, and the resultant orders left me a day’s drive from the nearest mountain stream. Too much work and too little fishing meant that on my first leave home, I needed some time to reflect. I wanted to slow down and fish for more than just bragging rights or the inevitable social media post that follows all successful days on the water. There was no better place to do that than my uncle’s secret brookie stream. 

The creek sits hidden in Virginia’s highlands. No more than ten feet across, it is where I learned to bow-and-arrow cast, roll cast, and the patience born from innumerable tangles and snags. I experienced my first Hardy reel and split-cane rod on its waters. Most importantly, it is the place where I learned what it meant to be a sportsman. From my uncle, then my dad, and now to me, this stream has taught and entertained three generations of fly fishermen.

My uncle told stories of big brook trout and a once-thriving community along the stream. You’d never know it now. Only century-old stone walls remain, still marking the boundaries of ruined homesteads and dormant apple orchards. But time was kinder to the community fifteen miles north of the creek. The town hosts a country store with book-filled shelves, tourist maps, and the best cornbread in Virginia. I went there to see if my uncle’s old stories had any records in the region’s history books. Lucky for me, I found an account of the lost creekside community by a local historian. I decided the best place to read it was on the stream itself. 

With book in hand and a two-mile hike later, I arrived at the last traces of the old community. An abandoned farmhouse and barn, nestled in a clearing by what was once an orchard, still sits astride the trout-abundant cascades of a little stream. A rocky outcrop formed a seat, and the canopy shielded the June heat as I read. 

The book was full of legends of sachems and settlers who believed this valley to be the haunt of spirits, nymphs, and fairies. Even the Cherokee who hunted these parts associated the creek, rich in sacred quartz-crystal, with religious properties. My uncle’s tales were right – the community even hosted a circus, complete with an elephant, at the turn of the last century. By the Great Depression, the apple orchards’ profits began to fade, and with it the old town’s population. Now, just one house remains. 

The story that stood out the most was about a few local boys who used dynamite to blow a twenty-inch brook trout out of its hole. Nowadays, these fish aren’t much for size. Fifteen inches is my uncle’s record. But what they lack in stature, they make up for in beauty. The intricate markings on their backs form maps to their speckled bodies. Blue halos surround vibrant reds that scatter over a background of forest greens and orange bellies. 

As the Caddis started to hatch, I put up my book and got back on the trail to the headwaters. A few tangles and a couple new flies later, I at last made contact between brookie, fly, line, and net. Few fish are as deliberate as wild brook trout. One too many false casts, one negligent shadow or misplaced step, and your chances to meet him are gone. These fish will turn their tails to mock their would-be captors for the slightest mishap. This happens more than we like to admit. 

When the mountain laurel became too thick and the rocks too steep, I knew it was time to add this day to the books. Watching the stone walls disappear back into the overgrown landscape, I thought that maybe the best way to preserve these days is to write them down. I have no kids or grandkids. I’m certainly not as old or storied as the anglers who taught me to fish. But even the stories our uncles and grandfathers told had to start somewhere before we canonized them into outdoor legend. Maybe, I reckoned, if I put memory to paper then these days might inspire those who come after me.

Crossing the bridge to my car, I found a stump reaching out of the bank that looked good enough to call a seat. I took out my sporting journal and, thinking back on my day, I wrote:

 

On the Trail Again 

Rod in hand, I begin the walk,

"On the trail again" with just my thoughts.

 

Mountain Laurel and orchards abound,

Scenting the forest all around.

 

Stone walls line the winding road,

And harken back to times of old.

 

A derelict barn yet remains --

Remnants of memory not in vain.

 

But for all of man's deep footprint,

The Brook Trout here do not lament.

 

Neither fly, machine, nor age

Dismantles their ancient stay.

 

"On the trail again" I cast my line,

With plenty of trout to bide my time.

 

It’s days of reflection like this one that define us as sportsmen. The time we spend and the memories we make become our heritage and inform our future – they are worth remembering.

 

About the Author

Harrison is an officer in the United States Army. He grew up hunting and fishing on his family’s 300 year-old farm. When he’s not in uniform, he’s either fly fishing, running his dogs, or reading about some combination of both. You can find his thoughts and photography on Instagram @idol.hour.

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At first, it was enough to just know where it was. Seeing it once or twice a day on my dresser reminded me both of the trip, and the penny’s potential. Finally, on the way out the door to another fishing trip, I put the penny into my pocket as a way to curry favor with the fishing gods. When I thought about where the penny had come from, I figured it might have a little bit of a fishing mojo after spending so much time in the lake. The trip was a success and the penny earned a permanent place in my pocket.

Over the next year, I dutifully moved the penny from pocket to pocket as I went about my life, making sure to keep it safe and close by for those moments when I needed a blast of luck. At times, I’d pull it out and flip it. Heads meant I was on the right track. Tails meant I needed to slow down. Other times, I’d fidget with it as I thought through a problem. Eventually, I could tell how my life was going based on how clean the penny was. A bright, shiny penny meant I’d been thinking a lot. A dull, grimy penny meant I wasn’t as worried about things. 

It was, as it turned out, a pretty great year. The twelve months that I held on to the penny weren’t always easy, but things were moving in a fantastic direction for my family and me. I know the penny wasn’t the cause of that luck. But I still attributed a good amount to it, just in case.

When I returned to Onaman Lake a year later, the penny came with me. For the most part, it was there because it was always in my pocket. But a part of me felt like I should return the penny to the lake, to give back what it had offered me over the preceding year. The closer I got to the return trip, the stronger the feeling became. The superstitious part of me knew that keeping the penny wasn’t an option. Real or not, you don’t tempt the gods. If nature offers you something, you respect the gift and give thanks. If you say you’re going to return it, you follow through. 

That thought followed me all week as I thought about what to do with the penny. I found the answer to my problem on the windowsill of the cabin. In the middle of a handful of change left by another guest was another American penny, this one from 1960. I would have preferred another 2023, but this was better. It was older and had acquired more experience than the one I had. It would do nicely as an offering. 

As I watched the older penny sail through the air, I thanked the lake for the year that had been and the one that was coming up. I’m almost 100% sure I would have been fine either way, but as an angler and a naturally superstitious person, I think it always pays to err on the side of caution. It costs so very little to give back, to honor the resource. Just about a cent in fact. 

You don’t tempt the old gods.